My
return to the Church began when I read C.S.
Lewis as a young man. I quickly became addicted to his writing and he has
been a model for me ever since. In fact part of his attraction for me was
that his style of thinking seemed so Catholic, Aristotelian, and even
Thomistic; Id (temporarily) ceased believing without ceasing to love the
Church.

Lewiss mere
Christianity, as he called it, was an attempt to walk a tightrope, sticking to
central beliefs shared by virtually all Christians, Catholic, Protestant, and
otherwise, while avoiding sensitive areas of disagreement. In his later books
he even seemed to be edging toward Catholicism, as in his expressed belief in
Purgatory. (See his
Letters to Malcolm.) In his conservative way, he seemed
almost ecumenical, though without the tendency to dilute doctrine to suit
the liberal temper of the times.

So many Catholic
admirers of Lewis (18981963) have responded the same way I did that its
often asked why he never joined the Church, which would seem the fulfillment
of his early conversion to Christianity.

The answer I gather
from a pair of recent books is, in part, startlingly simple: Lewis was raised in
the strongly anti-Catholic atmosphere of Protestant Northern Ireland, and he
never really got over his youthful prejudices against Catholics, especially
bog-dwelling Irish Catholics.

Yes, he was privately given to just such rude and derogatory language, which
youd never suspect from his books. His detestation of Catholicism was
tempered by his historical awareness, but it remained strong enough to ruin
his warm friendship with the Catholic J.R.R. Tolkien (though there appears to
have been fault and provocation on both sides). Tolkien said he owed the
immense success of his
Lord of the Rings trilogy to Lewiss generous
encouragement; on the other hand, he was cruelly belittling toward Lewiss
Narnia stories.

This sad story is told
by Michael White in a new biography,
C.S. Lewis: A Life (Carroll & Graf). Its
a small, highly readable book, though rather glib in its judgments and
superficial in its summaries of Lewiss thinking.

White admires Lewis
without worshiping him, but he also avoids iconoclasm, and hes both frank
and tactful in his treatment of Lewiss eyebrow-raising relations with Janie
Moore, who shared Lewiss house with him for many years. (His father and
brother both disapproved of this cohabitation.)

Still, the book always
leaves you wishing for more information and explanation, particularly about
Lewiss World War II Broadcast Talks on the BBC (which later became the
book
Mere Christianity).
Anglican Disarray

More penetrating on
the question of Lewis and Catholicism is Joseph Pearces
C.S. Lewis and the
Catholic Church (Ignatius). Pearce too deals with Lewiss inherited prejudices
and his strained relations with Tolkien, but his chief concern remains with the
intellectual reasons that prevented him from, as the English say, poping.

He has too much
respect for Lewiss mind and honesty to settle for merely emotional
explanations; if Lewis had once been (in his own later description) perhaps
the most dejected and reluctant [Christian] convert in all of England, yet fell
on his knees to pray anyway, he might well have fallen on his knees as the
most reluctant Catholic. Intellectual candor, Lewis always stressed,
sometimes means accepting conclusions you hoped you wouldnt have to
reach.

But with respect to
Catholicism, Pearce thinks Lewis failed his own test by assuming, without
argument, that the questions dividing Christians were questions to which I
do not think we have been told the answer. By saying this, Pearce observes,
Lewis is implicitly rejecting the Catholic affirmation that we have been told
the answer.

Lewis trusted that
his mere Christianity was suitably realized in his own Anglican Church. But
here, says Pearce, he was proved wildly wrong on his own ground.
Anglicanism may have seemed, when Lewis was alive, to be firmly based on a
solid core of beliefs shared by nearly all Christians; today that solid core no
longer exists, as witness the disarray of the Anglican Church itself.

As Pearce says,
Lewis clearly believed that he had found his True Home in Anglicanism. Yet
today, posthumously, he has been made homeless.

Ironically, its chiefly
the remaining traces of orthodoxy in Anglicanisms African branch that
prevent the church in England itself from following the fads that have made
the Episcopal Church in North America a theological zoo. Just as ironically,
Lewis himself before he died had sensed the imminent chaos when he warned
of the calamitous consequences that might ensue if women were ordained as
priestesses.

But Lewis was
concerned with more than pragmatic results; he believed that God Himself
had created the differences between man and woman and that the
distinction was sacramental as well as physical. The priesthood was for
men only. This was the divine plan, which, far from being in the vulgar sense
discriminatory, respected the dignity of both sexes.

This is so close to
the Catholic view that we must wonder if Lewis today might be driven by
events to abandon the compromise of mere Christianity and join the Church
at last. But well never know. Lewis, as Pearce notes, died just as Bishop
John Robinsons modernist
Honest to God was about to become a bestseller.
Rare Glimpses

Meanwhile, most of
Lewiss books remain available. To the ones he published during his lifetime
must now be added a three-volume edition of his collected letters
(HarperCollins), the first two of which, each over a thousand pages, have
already appeared.

I regret to say that
these are surprisingly uninteresting. Lewis was a remarkably versatile
writer; but his casual correspondence is all too casual. We get only rare
glimpses of the Christian apologist, the superb literary critic, the trenchant
observer who created Screwtape, the enchanting writer of childrens stories,
or any of the other Lewises whom so many readers have loved for so many
reasons.

Its as if he needed a
specific challenge to spur him to write well; earlier selections of his letters
have been far more satisfying. Nor do these offer intimate glimpses of the
man himself; most of them have all the fascination of old weather reports
(from drizzly England, at that).

Of course we can
hardly blame an author for the shortcomings of things he never meant to
publish; Lewis instructed his brother to destroy a huge cache of his papers
after his death, perhaps because they might be all too interesting. Our age
takes the view that an authors privacy rights (if he has any at all) end with
his death, so Lewis probably took a wise precaution.

Still, I cant help
wishing that some of his more unguarded comments on religion had been
preserved, though we should be content that he was able to tell us no more
and no less than he wished to.
SOBRANS watches
a movie about an Irish monastery in the aftermath of Vatican Four.
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